The saga of royalty in Israel and Judah continues in 2 Kings 11-14. Elisha's last crotchety advice and his posthumous miracle-working are included in this passage, although there is little to be said about these stories that has not already been pointed out about folklore of the Ancient Near East. While the recounting of Judah's history in 2 Chronicles matches the tale in 2 Kings closely, there are a couple of interesting differences to point out. The Chronicler includes a bit of information about both Joash and Amaziah that the authors of the Book of Kings either did not know or chose to omit.
It seems like a small thing, but these two versions of Joash's reign hold a contradiction that demonstrates that the Bible is written from a multitude of subjective points of view, and thus cannot be taken as completely literally accurate. The context is the story about Joash having the high priest Jehoiada oversee the collection funds to repair the temple. It takes a bit of time and persistence, but the king eventually gets temple repairs under way. 2 Kings 12:13-14 states, "The money brought into
the temple was not spent for making silver basins, wick trimmers,
sprinkling bowls, trumpets or any other articles of gold or silver for the temple of the Lord; it was paid to the workers, who used it to repair the temple." It then goes on to articulate how honest the workers were. Compare that to 2 Chronicles 24:14; after all the repairs were diligently completed, "they brought the rest of the money to the king and Jehoiada, and with it were made articles for the Lord’s temple: articles for the service and for the burnt offerings, and also dishes and other objects of gold and silver." According to Chronicles 24:7, this was necessary because Athaliah had misused the items for Baal worship.
It really doesn't matter whether Joash and Jehoiada approved of making some new altar pieces with the money that was collected. The point is that one of these accounts is simply factually wrong. For most readers, that is no problem. One person knew something another person didn't, or perhaps there was some political reason an author had for suggesting that things happened a certain way. It certainly doesn't have any bearing on our understanding of spirituality. However, this passage is one of many that reflects the problem with asserting that there are no contradictions of any kind in the Bible and that it is a completely trustworthy account of history, as some people do.
The Chronicler also includes some details about the remainder of Joash's reign that the version of history in 2 Kings completely omits. Both tell of how Joash handed over temple and palace riches to Hazael, king of Aram, and how this led Joash's officials to assassinate him. In addition to correcting some details about the circumstances of Joash's death and burial, however, the Chronicler reveals that Joash had turned away from worshiping Yahweh after the death of high priest Jehoiada, going so far as to murder Jehoiada's son when the priest Zechariah spoke out against the king.
Joash's son Amaziah, who succeeded him on the throne, is also a bit more colorfully put on display by the Chronicler, who includes interactions between Amaziah and a couple of unnamed prophets, as well as a reason why folks in Israel might have gotten tired of this king of Judah. Jehoash was king of Israel at the time, and the story tells of him breaking down a wall of Jerusalem and stealing "all the gold and silver articles found in the temple." So, either Joash didn't really give everything away to the king of Aram or Judah had bountiful resources to the extent that they could have things made of gold and silver in the temple again. Or perhaps these articles were plunder from Amaziah's successful military campaigns. In any case, Amaziah's reign ended in assassination as well. It was a tough gig being king of Judah.
Entertainment value of ancient stories aside, a consistent theme through these tales is the wealth and lives that were sacrificed in defending and maintaining a religion. If we take the biblical historians at their word, incredible amounts of a nation's resources were spent on religious paraphernalia that had no practical value to the people, and consistent with the biblical narrative up to this point, thousands of people were killed under the auspices of Yahweh's favor for the Israelites. If a people is favored by a divine being, why couldn't this omnipotent divine being simply protect them from harm and let the "infidels" kill one another off? What can be said about the character of a deity who requires his followers to take up arms and kill those who don't belong to the tribe? The criticism leveled at Islam in the twenty-first century is that this supposed religion of peace promotes violence, and yet, where must Muslims have learned this dichotomy? If the God of Christianity in the twenty-first century is the same Yahweh worshiped by the ancient Israelites, someone somewhere along the way got something very wrong. The divine propensity for violence as a solution to any problem in the Old Testament is incompatible with the message of patient love and compassion conveyed by the New Testament.
So what can be said about the consistency of the Bible, then? Perhaps it is not a consistent depiction of the nature of a divine being, but rather a trajectory taken by a people on a path of spiritual and emotional maturity. Perhaps in its infancy, humanity's immaturity led it toward violence and clear delineations between Us and Them. Fear was the primary motivator on nearly every level of a people's development, even if they were not conscious of fear as a driving principle. Immature people cannot comprehend concepts like unconditional love and self-sacrificial compassion toward the Other. And yet, love and compassion were necessary at some level for any society to have lasted. The prophets will actually speak into this immaturity before the Old Testament is through. The bottom line is that no human society could never have developed if everyone only did what seemed personally advantageous in the moment. Perhaps the Old Testament, then, is largely about the failure of humanity to thrive in a state of immaturity.
If this is the case, then the New Testament is not about a different deity, but nor is it really about a deity at all. It is about human maturity. The teachings of Jesus become lessons in developing emotional and spiritual maturity so that one is not governed by fear and is thus capable of authentic love, genuine compassion, and unfettered joy. The New Testament is not the story of armies and kings and how many thousands of people God allowed this person or that person to drive off a cliff so their riches could be plundered. The New Testament is about the part in the trajectory toward maturity where individual people learn to live in deep connection with themselves and one another.
Of course, this message is largely overshadowed by miracle stories and the establishment of doctrinal formulas that reinforce the idea that people are incapable, broken, and weak. What could be developed as a message of hope that people can grow into mature iterations of themselves, and that society can thus grow in maturity, has been used to create the same waste of resources and death tolls as the immature ancient Israelite religion and worse. Perhaps humanity is still not ready for the idea of maturity -- the idea that fear need not have a place in our personal guiding principles. Perhaps humanity is still in its infancy, where violence and fear outweigh our capacity as a species for rational thought, love, and creativity. Perhaps humanity in the twenty-first century is not all that different from humanity as expressed by the bloodthirsty, short-sighted ancient Israelites.
Whatever humanity's maturity level may be, though, there exist in the world today individuals who are willing to accept their capability to create something better. There are individuals who understand that the welcome conflict of growth is different than senseless fear-driven violence -- who recognize that all people have value and are worthy of respect, even people who don't realize their potential for maturity. There are individuals in the world today who can clearly envision a way of being that radiates trust and hope in the present while still being well-grounded in deep convictions -- individuals who are continually taking time to connect with themselves so that they can connect with others more deeply. There are individuals in the world today who are not governed by fear or judgment, but by a calm sense of purpose, an evocative passion to create rather than destroy. There are individuals in the world today who understand that people who embody personal responsibility and capability can and do influence humanity toward greater maturity.
Perhaps you are one of them.
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Tuesday, August 28, 2012
A Tangent to Judges: Israelite Religious Leaders Were Spiritual Pioneers
Imagine for a moment that the Yahweh of the Israelites was
not an external entity of any kind.
Imagine instead that the Yahweh of the Israelites was a representation
for an inner shared truth – something inherent to everyone, yet so deeply
buried in the human psyche that it could not easily be addressed or discussed. Imagine that the religious leaders of the
Israelites were pioneers in articulating how the “divine” intersected with
mundane life. They may not have gotten
everything accurate in every sense of the word, but their insights created a
spiritual foothold for a community. Yes,
their framework was exclusive to the Israelite people. Yes, their perspective placed Israel’s
culture and well-being higher than the rest of humanity. But we are capable of looking past misconceptions
and ethnocentrism.
Considering the Ten Commandments, we see a statement that
ultimately professes that if you bear false witness against another person, or
take another life, or act in a way that discounts the value of another human
being, your actions are not in alignment with the divine character within
you. The truth, beauty, and creativity
within you is in opposition to the anger and fear that leads to what the
Israelites called “wickedness.” When you
behave in a way that is in opposition to the actual divine character within
you, you do harm to yourself—you kill yourself in some sense, you ostracize
yourself from your true nature and capability.
The punishment of death or exile is not truly something that a community
must do to mete out justice; they are merely the internal consequences of fear-driven
behavior.
The sacrifices and rituals that are prescribed then become
clearly positioned as actions to benefit the people performing the sacrifices
rather than obligations to a deity. When
we have done something wrong and there seems to be no way of undoing our
mistakes or taking back the angry, fearful actions, our response can only be
despair. But if we know that we can do
something about it, we have hope. The
sacrifices and rituals may have gotten a bit out of hand, and their value may
have been diluted over time, but they were clearly a way for people to manage
the guilt that accompanies behavior that is out of alignment with our deepest
selves. A way to move forward spiritually
and psychologically.
How could people thousands of years ago have articulated the
internal truth of who we are as human beings with precise clarity? We don’t expect that they clearly expressed
the real nature of disease, or electricity, or atomic energy. They didn’t understand those concepts as well
as we do today. Even a few hundred years
ago, civilized people with quality educations still had no clue how to
vaccinate against a disease or how to create a dry cell battery. Why would we expect them to have a profoundly
sophisticated understanding of spirituality when they didn’t have a profoundly
sophisticated understanding of so much of their world?
So, in the book of Judges, we have the Israelite community
falling into depravity and suffering for it, then being plucked up and set
straight by a competent leader, experiencing a time of peace and prosperity
before falling into depravity once again.
The text suggests that their god punishes them and saves them, but what
if the suffering and the prosperity are merely the natural consequences of
behavior and not an intelligently conceived plan of punishment and
redemption?
The Israelites resolve to act in alignment with the truth,
beauty, and creativity within them. They
respect one another. They handle their
fear and anger responsibly. Life is
good. Over time, fear and anger build,
perhaps in response to events in the world around them, and they lose sight of
what is true. They lose interest in
living according to their deepest selves.
Life is not so good. Misery and
suffering prevail. Then, along comes
someone who disrupts the status quo, who restores the community’s awareness
that there is a way to live in greater accord with the truth, beauty, and creativity
within them. This reminder gives the
Israelites enough hope to start managing their fear and anger differently. They start behaving differently. Life is good again.
Of course, the Israelites are externalizing all of the good
and the bad things that happen. When
good things happen, it’s because Yahweh is happy with them. When bad things happen, it’s because Yahweh
is angry with them. They don’t recognize
Yahweh as an internal manifestation of their deepest, most noble selves. They think of Yahweh as an external,
all-powerful deity. Thus, they get the
causes and effects backward. In reality,
our divine selves rejoice when we are living in alignment with our true natures. Likewise, we are frustrated at our deepest
core when we act contrary to the truth, beauty, and creativity within us.
In the Israelites’ eyes, they were powerless. They believed that the external deity Yahweh was
all-powerful. They believed that Yahweh
was in control of whether their experience of life was positive or
negative. If they realized how much
control they actually had over whether their experience of life was positive or
negative, would the Israelites have behaved any differently? I don’t know. Do we?
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Joshua 7-8: Our Spiritual Identities Are Strengthened by Landmarks and Reminders
We've called Joshua's attack on Jericho a cautionary tale of how fear can discolor inspired ideas. As an image of a strong Israelite leader at the time, though, the character of Joshua fit the bill. He spoke and acted with authority, whether he was punishing someone who had gone against his orders or slaughtering people who didn't believe in his god. His story continues in Joshua 7-8, as Joshua leads the Israelites in claiming by force a land inhabited by people who had legitimately built cities, bred livestock, and raised families. From an outsider's perspective, Joshua was a barbaric warlord who claimed to act on God's authority -- the sort of person we might emulate if we were ambitious narcissists, but not a model of how to create a better world.
Not everything in Joshua's tale needs to be taken as cautionary, however. His leadership demonstrates three important practices that could be of benefit to anyone on a spiritual journey. Joshua has the Israelites create landmarks to commemorate every major event in their communal experience, both the successes and the disappointments. He also adapts to issues within the community by changing his expectations, and he makes a significant event out of reminding the community of their identity. All of these practices are demonstrated in chapters 7 and 8, even in the midst of overseeing a violent invasion.
In the story that is told here, Joshua had commanded his men not to take for themselves any of the spoils of war from Jericho, but not everyone listened. This disobedience resulted in the Israelite soldiers losing a battle against the defending forces of Ai. Joshua does two noteworthy things in this difficult situation. First, he punishes the person who went against his orders, as one would expect from a strong military leader. But the second remarkable thing is that he changes his expectations of the soldiers, commanding that they are free to carry off the livestock and plunder from the next city they attack. After they are victorious, Joshua arranges for the Israelite community to be reminded of their spiritual and cultural identities in a ceremony that recounted the entirety of the law to which they were committed as a people.
At this ceremony, they left relics of the occasion, just as they had done at every significant event since Joshua's leadership began. They left piles of rocks when a significant part of their journey was complete, when a city was successfully destroyed, when a member of their community was punished, every time something memorable happened in the life of the Israelite community. The memorializing of the events presumably made it more difficult to forget them, thus strengthening cultural memory and identity.
Whether or not Joshua was a real person, these are practices that we can adopt in our own lives. We may not be invading cities or sentencing people who disobey us to death by stoning, but we are all on our own journeys. We all struggle from time to time with our identities, especially when there are people around us (or an entire society) with conflicting impressions of who we should be. Standing with conviction about who you are and what you stand for isn't always easy, and it can be helpful to have a few practices in place to reinforce our personal responsibility and integrity.
Just like the Israelites, we occasionally need reminders about who we are. We get into patterns of behavior that can almost become automatic if we let them. Sometimes we are susceptible to what other people expect from us, to the point that we may lose our own integrity in the process of living by someone else's expectations. Taking time to remind ourselves what we believe and what we want our lives to be about can be a powerful reinforcement in our lives, whether it's something we choose to do monthly, weekly, or even daily during times of exceptional duress. Of course, this requires knowing what we believe and understanding who we want to be in the world, which is really what the journey is about anyway.
Based on our beliefs, we set goals for ourselves. Sometimes these goals are very intentional and sometimes we are barely conscious of where we are headed. The more time we spend examining our beliefs and our identities, the more opportunity we have to be aware of what we're expecting of ourselves. When we encounter challenges, whether those challenges are because of our own capability at the time or because other people aren't doing what we expect or want, it's important not to let those challenges overwhelm us. The challenges are there to help us hone our beliefs and expectations, not to punish or restrict us. It may be that we are demanding some unreasonable things from ourselves (or other people), or that our beliefs about ourselves or the world around us are somehow being influenced by our fears. Whatever the case, the challenges we encounter give us an opportunity to assess what we're making important in our lives, whether our expectations are reasonable, and whether there are some changes we can make to better enable us to have lives built on what matters most to us.
Challenges along the journey are rarely outright roadblocks. We are capable of adapting to the challenges, refining our sense of who we are, and aligning ourselves more clearly with the truth, beauty, and creativity within us. Whether we overcome our challenges with ease or we struggle against them, whether we see the immediate results as successes or disappointments, the challenges are worth commemorating. We may not pile stones around our houses and workplaces, but across the landscape of our lives, we can create markers in our minds for significant events and how those events helped to define who we are and what we believe. These significant events may be the kinds of things that are similar in everyone's life -- marriages, births, deaths, the plundering of cities -- or they may be things that are significant because of what you learned about yourself. They landmarks remind us of the pitfalls we have faced and the bridges we have built, and our awareness of them can help prevent fighting the same battles over and over again in our lives.
What we believe may change over time -- if we are growing as human beings, it's likely that our beliefs will grow too -- but what we believe and how those beliefs inform our behavior is always within our control. We are responsible for the lives we create and the impact we have on other people and the world. Establishing spiritual landmarks and taking time to remind ourselves who we are helps us be more aware of that personal responsibility, and our willingness to be flexible as we face challenges with integrity keeps us growing in satisfying ways.
It may be that you are unsure what you believe, and that all of this seems rather impractical or unrealistic. That's a fair critique at this point. It's easy to say "create spiritual landmarks," and it's a much more difficult thing to clearly explain how one might go about doing that. The easy answer is that you already know how to remember significant events and that there is no right or wrong way to remind yourself who you are and what is important to you, as long as you are willing to be honest with yourself. It requires a bit of time away from the distractions of all the other noise -- perhaps a stillness and quiet that can be intimidating if it's unfamiliar. No one can really tell you who you are or what matters to you. I can say with some confidence that the truth about you is not based on any fears you may have, but rather on a deeper, calmer, quieter place within you. The moments when you are aware of the deep truth, beauty, and creativity within you or within other people -- these are the moments worth commemorating. These are the moments that will help you get back to the core of who you are and what matters most in life.
Not everything in Joshua's tale needs to be taken as cautionary, however. His leadership demonstrates three important practices that could be of benefit to anyone on a spiritual journey. Joshua has the Israelites create landmarks to commemorate every major event in their communal experience, both the successes and the disappointments. He also adapts to issues within the community by changing his expectations, and he makes a significant event out of reminding the community of their identity. All of these practices are demonstrated in chapters 7 and 8, even in the midst of overseeing a violent invasion.
In the story that is told here, Joshua had commanded his men not to take for themselves any of the spoils of war from Jericho, but not everyone listened. This disobedience resulted in the Israelite soldiers losing a battle against the defending forces of Ai. Joshua does two noteworthy things in this difficult situation. First, he punishes the person who went against his orders, as one would expect from a strong military leader. But the second remarkable thing is that he changes his expectations of the soldiers, commanding that they are free to carry off the livestock and plunder from the next city they attack. After they are victorious, Joshua arranges for the Israelite community to be reminded of their spiritual and cultural identities in a ceremony that recounted the entirety of the law to which they were committed as a people.
At this ceremony, they left relics of the occasion, just as they had done at every significant event since Joshua's leadership began. They left piles of rocks when a significant part of their journey was complete, when a city was successfully destroyed, when a member of their community was punished, every time something memorable happened in the life of the Israelite community. The memorializing of the events presumably made it more difficult to forget them, thus strengthening cultural memory and identity.
Whether or not Joshua was a real person, these are practices that we can adopt in our own lives. We may not be invading cities or sentencing people who disobey us to death by stoning, but we are all on our own journeys. We all struggle from time to time with our identities, especially when there are people around us (or an entire society) with conflicting impressions of who we should be. Standing with conviction about who you are and what you stand for isn't always easy, and it can be helpful to have a few practices in place to reinforce our personal responsibility and integrity.
Just like the Israelites, we occasionally need reminders about who we are. We get into patterns of behavior that can almost become automatic if we let them. Sometimes we are susceptible to what other people expect from us, to the point that we may lose our own integrity in the process of living by someone else's expectations. Taking time to remind ourselves what we believe and what we want our lives to be about can be a powerful reinforcement in our lives, whether it's something we choose to do monthly, weekly, or even daily during times of exceptional duress. Of course, this requires knowing what we believe and understanding who we want to be in the world, which is really what the journey is about anyway.
Based on our beliefs, we set goals for ourselves. Sometimes these goals are very intentional and sometimes we are barely conscious of where we are headed. The more time we spend examining our beliefs and our identities, the more opportunity we have to be aware of what we're expecting of ourselves. When we encounter challenges, whether those challenges are because of our own capability at the time or because other people aren't doing what we expect or want, it's important not to let those challenges overwhelm us. The challenges are there to help us hone our beliefs and expectations, not to punish or restrict us. It may be that we are demanding some unreasonable things from ourselves (or other people), or that our beliefs about ourselves or the world around us are somehow being influenced by our fears. Whatever the case, the challenges we encounter give us an opportunity to assess what we're making important in our lives, whether our expectations are reasonable, and whether there are some changes we can make to better enable us to have lives built on what matters most to us.
Challenges along the journey are rarely outright roadblocks. We are capable of adapting to the challenges, refining our sense of who we are, and aligning ourselves more clearly with the truth, beauty, and creativity within us. Whether we overcome our challenges with ease or we struggle against them, whether we see the immediate results as successes or disappointments, the challenges are worth commemorating. We may not pile stones around our houses and workplaces, but across the landscape of our lives, we can create markers in our minds for significant events and how those events helped to define who we are and what we believe. These significant events may be the kinds of things that are similar in everyone's life -- marriages, births, deaths, the plundering of cities -- or they may be things that are significant because of what you learned about yourself. They landmarks remind us of the pitfalls we have faced and the bridges we have built, and our awareness of them can help prevent fighting the same battles over and over again in our lives.
What we believe may change over time -- if we are growing as human beings, it's likely that our beliefs will grow too -- but what we believe and how those beliefs inform our behavior is always within our control. We are responsible for the lives we create and the impact we have on other people and the world. Establishing spiritual landmarks and taking time to remind ourselves who we are helps us be more aware of that personal responsibility, and our willingness to be flexible as we face challenges with integrity keeps us growing in satisfying ways.
It may be that you are unsure what you believe, and that all of this seems rather impractical or unrealistic. That's a fair critique at this point. It's easy to say "create spiritual landmarks," and it's a much more difficult thing to clearly explain how one might go about doing that. The easy answer is that you already know how to remember significant events and that there is no right or wrong way to remind yourself who you are and what is important to you, as long as you are willing to be honest with yourself. It requires a bit of time away from the distractions of all the other noise -- perhaps a stillness and quiet that can be intimidating if it's unfamiliar. No one can really tell you who you are or what matters to you. I can say with some confidence that the truth about you is not based on any fears you may have, but rather on a deeper, calmer, quieter place within you. The moments when you are aware of the deep truth, beauty, and creativity within you or within other people -- these are the moments worth commemorating. These are the moments that will help you get back to the core of who you are and what matters most in life.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Deuteronomy 1-3: Wanting All of the Credit and None of the Blame
The book of Deuteronomy is an interesting part of the biblical canon. It's more or less a review of the information included in the previous three books, written as if Moses is being quoted directly. This was supposedly what Moses spoke to the Israelites as they were leaving their period of wandering and settling in the "Promised Land," a kind of oral history of their journey in the form of sermons. Of course, Moses didn't have a scribe writing down everything as he said it. The book was probably actually written much later, four centuries or more after the supposed lifespan of Moses, recording stories and ideas that had grown and developed as a part of Israelite culture for some time. The first few chapters recall the highlights of their journey before a recounting of the ten commandments and other religious laws.
What's interesting about the words put in Moses' mouth is that they reveal a distinctly different version of things than the previous books contained. Moses takes credit for delegating authority to other leaders instead of mentioning anything about his father-in-law offering that bit of wisdom. He does give God full credit for their military victories and losses, as the writers of the previous books in the canon. As was described in the book of Numbers, Moses tells of the Israelites' conquest and distribution of land east of the Jordan (although he takes credit for proclaiming that God had bequeathed the land to certain tribes rather than suggest that the tribes had asked Moses for the land directly), and he announces Joshua as his successor.
Moses doesn't openly admit any fault in himself, however. When he briefly approaches the topic of why he won't be crossing over into the Promised Land with the rest of the Israelites, Moses blames the Israelites for making God angry: "Because of you the Lord became angry with me also and said, 'You shall not enter it, either...'" Moses doesn't seem to recall his angry outburst at the rock at Horeb, in which he took credit for calling water from the stone instead of acknowledging God. Instead, the burden of Moses being denied entry into the Israelites' new home is placed on the people. It does make sense, writing after the fact about a cultural hero, to exonerate the behavior of a great man and use the opportunity to demonstrate the dire consequences of people grumbling and complaining and not trusting God.
It's hard to blame Moses for anything said in Deuteronomy (or any other bit of scripture), since it's highly unlikely that anything the man said or did was documented reliably. Even if the figure of Moses is based on an actual person, by the time anything was written down about him, he had become more icon than historical fact. Still, there is a profound lesson that we can draw from the first few chapters of this book, and it applies to us as a culture as well as to us as individuals.
Recounting history is not a bad thing. Remembering what we've done, or what other people have done, is one of the key ways we learn and grow. If we don't remember our mistakes, we are likely to repeat them, and if we don't remember our successes, it can be very difficult to develop any consistency in our abilities. The way we remember history is equally important, however. If we recall that we went into a meeting with no sleep and poor preparation and lost an account over it, we can see some things to improve in the future. We can make changes to our behavior and reasonably expect different results. If we recall nothing about our own preparation but only know that we lost an account, and we pair that with the belief that God is in control of everything, we can write our own history to read that God didn't want us to have the account and so he took it away from us. There is nothing practical for us to learn from this, and there is nothing for us to do differently. We don't have to use God as a scapegoat, though. We can blame our boss, a secretary, a computer, lots of other people or circumstances, without coming close to looking at ourselves. We can be very creative when it comes to avoiding blame.
Our history as a people has some great moments and some disappointing moments. Our tendency is to rewrite the facts so that our pride isn't in danger of being bruised. We don't want a record of any mistakes or wrongdoing. We'd rather not think of ourselves as fallible. The truth is messier than that, though. It's part of our nature to make mistakes. It's one of the ways we learn and develop. No one is immune. If our history suggests otherwise, we've written a work of fiction, and we've lost a valuable opportunity to recognize how we can get closer to what we actually want.
We don't just rewrite history to make mistakes go away, though. When we actually like the outcome, we sometimes rewrite history to make ourselves look better. When we actually get the account, we are sometimes quick to pat ourselves on the back without recognizing that there were other people involved in putting a presentation together, training us and teaching us what we need to know, getting clients warmed up to the idea of working with us, or any number of other contributions. We want all the credit we can take when things turn out favorably, and we want none of the blame when we don't like the outcome. Being aware of this tendency gives us the opportunity to look at things more closely, to grow and get better at creating what we want more reliably.
This is why it's hazardous to look too quickly at uncontrollable forces. Often our desire to attribute things to God, some other supernatural intelligence, the alignment of the planets and stars, the weather, or anything else that lies outside our control, stems from self-preservation rather than any kind of honest observation. People have all kinds of beliefs about what governs reality, but we miss something if we discredit our own ability to make a difference in our lives and the lives of people around us. We can get closer to what we most want by being willing to recognize our responsibility in creating it. Looking for something greater than ourselves on which we can pin responsibility can be a convenient smokescreen from honestly looking at ourselves. Part of this is because we have become convinced that making mistakes is shameful and that we have to present ourselves in the best possible light if we are going to "succeed."
Making a mistake is not shameful. It's important for us to realize this for ourselves and also for us to extend this awareness to how we treat other people. Surely, some mistakes are bigger than others, and actions often have consequences. But the act of making a mistake is a function of being human. We don't have to write mistakes out of our history. When we acknowledge that things didn't go the way we wanted them to, we can examine the circumstances and determine if there is something we did to contribute to that result. If so, we can potentially improve something and get closer to what we want. Sometimes, the outcome really has nothing to do with us. We are only in control of our own decisions, and that's worth recognizing, too.
Likewise, there is no reason to hoard credit when things go the way we want them to. There is value in self-recognition, but balance it out with a glance around at the other people that contributed to the outcome. People rarely accomplish anything entirely on their own, and there is value in acknowledging the people who made a difference. We might not be able to see completely the complex set of factors that led to a particular result, but we can do our best to have a balanced awareness of our strengths and weaknesses and the contributions of others. There are volumes that could be written about team management and getting a group of people focused on a specific goal, but the key to accomplishing any of that is being an honest historian, accepting appropriate proportions of credit and blame. What you want to create can guide what you do with the data at your disposal, but there's never any real value in creating false data.
What's interesting about the words put in Moses' mouth is that they reveal a distinctly different version of things than the previous books contained. Moses takes credit for delegating authority to other leaders instead of mentioning anything about his father-in-law offering that bit of wisdom. He does give God full credit for their military victories and losses, as the writers of the previous books in the canon. As was described in the book of Numbers, Moses tells of the Israelites' conquest and distribution of land east of the Jordan (although he takes credit for proclaiming that God had bequeathed the land to certain tribes rather than suggest that the tribes had asked Moses for the land directly), and he announces Joshua as his successor.
Moses doesn't openly admit any fault in himself, however. When he briefly approaches the topic of why he won't be crossing over into the Promised Land with the rest of the Israelites, Moses blames the Israelites for making God angry: "Because of you the Lord became angry with me also and said, 'You shall not enter it, either...'" Moses doesn't seem to recall his angry outburst at the rock at Horeb, in which he took credit for calling water from the stone instead of acknowledging God. Instead, the burden of Moses being denied entry into the Israelites' new home is placed on the people. It does make sense, writing after the fact about a cultural hero, to exonerate the behavior of a great man and use the opportunity to demonstrate the dire consequences of people grumbling and complaining and not trusting God.
It's hard to blame Moses for anything said in Deuteronomy (or any other bit of scripture), since it's highly unlikely that anything the man said or did was documented reliably. Even if the figure of Moses is based on an actual person, by the time anything was written down about him, he had become more icon than historical fact. Still, there is a profound lesson that we can draw from the first few chapters of this book, and it applies to us as a culture as well as to us as individuals.
Recounting history is not a bad thing. Remembering what we've done, or what other people have done, is one of the key ways we learn and grow. If we don't remember our mistakes, we are likely to repeat them, and if we don't remember our successes, it can be very difficult to develop any consistency in our abilities. The way we remember history is equally important, however. If we recall that we went into a meeting with no sleep and poor preparation and lost an account over it, we can see some things to improve in the future. We can make changes to our behavior and reasonably expect different results. If we recall nothing about our own preparation but only know that we lost an account, and we pair that with the belief that God is in control of everything, we can write our own history to read that God didn't want us to have the account and so he took it away from us. There is nothing practical for us to learn from this, and there is nothing for us to do differently. We don't have to use God as a scapegoat, though. We can blame our boss, a secretary, a computer, lots of other people or circumstances, without coming close to looking at ourselves. We can be very creative when it comes to avoiding blame.
Our history as a people has some great moments and some disappointing moments. Our tendency is to rewrite the facts so that our pride isn't in danger of being bruised. We don't want a record of any mistakes or wrongdoing. We'd rather not think of ourselves as fallible. The truth is messier than that, though. It's part of our nature to make mistakes. It's one of the ways we learn and develop. No one is immune. If our history suggests otherwise, we've written a work of fiction, and we've lost a valuable opportunity to recognize how we can get closer to what we actually want.
We don't just rewrite history to make mistakes go away, though. When we actually like the outcome, we sometimes rewrite history to make ourselves look better. When we actually get the account, we are sometimes quick to pat ourselves on the back without recognizing that there were other people involved in putting a presentation together, training us and teaching us what we need to know, getting clients warmed up to the idea of working with us, or any number of other contributions. We want all the credit we can take when things turn out favorably, and we want none of the blame when we don't like the outcome. Being aware of this tendency gives us the opportunity to look at things more closely, to grow and get better at creating what we want more reliably.
This is why it's hazardous to look too quickly at uncontrollable forces. Often our desire to attribute things to God, some other supernatural intelligence, the alignment of the planets and stars, the weather, or anything else that lies outside our control, stems from self-preservation rather than any kind of honest observation. People have all kinds of beliefs about what governs reality, but we miss something if we discredit our own ability to make a difference in our lives and the lives of people around us. We can get closer to what we most want by being willing to recognize our responsibility in creating it. Looking for something greater than ourselves on which we can pin responsibility can be a convenient smokescreen from honestly looking at ourselves. Part of this is because we have become convinced that making mistakes is shameful and that we have to present ourselves in the best possible light if we are going to "succeed."
Making a mistake is not shameful. It's important for us to realize this for ourselves and also for us to extend this awareness to how we treat other people. Surely, some mistakes are bigger than others, and actions often have consequences. But the act of making a mistake is a function of being human. We don't have to write mistakes out of our history. When we acknowledge that things didn't go the way we wanted them to, we can examine the circumstances and determine if there is something we did to contribute to that result. If so, we can potentially improve something and get closer to what we want. Sometimes, the outcome really has nothing to do with us. We are only in control of our own decisions, and that's worth recognizing, too.
Likewise, there is no reason to hoard credit when things go the way we want them to. There is value in self-recognition, but balance it out with a glance around at the other people that contributed to the outcome. People rarely accomplish anything entirely on their own, and there is value in acknowledging the people who made a difference. We might not be able to see completely the complex set of factors that led to a particular result, but we can do our best to have a balanced awareness of our strengths and weaknesses and the contributions of others. There are volumes that could be written about team management and getting a group of people focused on a specific goal, but the key to accomplishing any of that is being an honest historian, accepting appropriate proportions of credit and blame. What you want to create can guide what you do with the data at your disposal, but there's never any real value in creating false data.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Genesis Chapters 5-10
Genesis chapters 5-10 covers a lot of genealogy and the story of a global flood that has parallels in about 500 stories from diverse ancient cultures from every area of the globe. Coming from a perspective that rejects the idea that natural disasters are punishments from on high, what I make of these chapters is a message relating to how we incorporate the lessons of the past into our lives in the present. My re-contextualization of these six chapters boils down to one paragraph...
Leading in from my reinterpretation of Genesis 4: It is up to us to break the spiral of fear and shame which stifles connection, and to embrace the truth and beauty and creativity that can bring us back around to satisfying relationship. This requires being boldly honest with ourselves.
In part, this bold honesty requires acknowledging the past without being chained by it. This applies to our own past as individuals, and the past of our parents and lineage. When we blindly accept the mandates of our parents and ancestors, we cease to acknowledge our own truth and beauty and creativity. Many people who went before us made decisions based on fear and shame, and it is not for us to continue along that path. Many people who went before us understood and embraced the truth and beauty and creativity within themselves and others, and we can learn much from their legacies. Therefore, we must greet the past with honesty and discernment, so that our own journeys are enhanced and not impeded by those who have gone before. Their blessings and curses only mean as much as we allow.
Leading in from my reinterpretation of Genesis 4: It is up to us to break the spiral of fear and shame which stifles connection, and to embrace the truth and beauty and creativity that can bring us back around to satisfying relationship. This requires being boldly honest with ourselves.
In part, this bold honesty requires acknowledging the past without being chained by it. This applies to our own past as individuals, and the past of our parents and lineage. When we blindly accept the mandates of our parents and ancestors, we cease to acknowledge our own truth and beauty and creativity. Many people who went before us made decisions based on fear and shame, and it is not for us to continue along that path. Many people who went before us understood and embraced the truth and beauty and creativity within themselves and others, and we can learn much from their legacies. Therefore, we must greet the past with honesty and discernment, so that our own journeys are enhanced and not impeded by those who have gone before. Their blessings and curses only mean as much as we allow.
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